It’s been a while since I’ve had the inspiration to post. Anything, really. There have been times I catch myself wasting time, like watching T.V. or over-cleaning the house to stay busy. I love to have a planner with goals in mind. But,I’ve been straying off that path for most of this year. I am not sure if it’s because I’ve been finding myself looking for newer purposes and my old hobbies aren’t quite that fascinating anymore.
I’m still in love with:
-minimalism and decluttering
-my husband (if he weren’t on this list it would be a real novela you’d be reading right now)
What I crave but haven’t been doing it:
What I haven’t been enjoying as of late:
-speech therapy (I’m into a different kind of therapy, more later)
-meat (I’m still into meats, but I have drastically reduced the amount I have been eating)
This year has been fueled by moments of daydream that keep me going throughout the day. I haven’t necessarily fried my brain to the point I’m not doing anything anymore, but I want to re-organize my life.
I have been struggling particularly in the area of social media, as well. Nevermind the comparison factors (those will always be there, you just have to discern when you are demeaning yourself!), but I just haven’t found inspiration in some posts and bloggers I used to follow. Everyone is selling a product through social media now-a-days, in order to increase your following you have to stick to a certain theme (like JUST minimalism, or JUST selfies). It’s like, I want to show my whole life, tho! =P
I struggle putting myself out there all of the time because it’s a form of selling yourself to people, whether you have a brand or not. A picture can be: “hope everyone likes it and they like me and it’s a reflection of me and….”
Once I find my inspiration again, I will showcase my roots on social media again.
But right now, I am half-enjoying finding myself and half-losing patience because, although I know it is a journey to self-discovery and everyone goes through it, I am a bit impatient 🙂 .